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Hemorrhaging

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My mind is so distracted
Hard to string a cohesive thought
A drought of hope
Insidious depression
Just weighing me down.

I feel useless
I don’t want to be labeled
A sycophant
Parasite
Looter
I just want to give until it hurts
As this lack of belief in myself
Has me flirting with the abyss
Seems I missed the exit
To serenity and security.

I’m not a shaman
Or a saint
Just fallible
A human being
Not a piece of junk.

Charge me for having a conscience
Burn me at the stake
Cause I don’t measure up
Allow me to drink like the others
From the loving cup
Lord, I’m hemorrhaging
Faith is being tested for the darkest road lies ahead
And I’m not giving up no matter
How the odds are seemingly stacked against me.

P-3/30/19

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